Insomnia/Paranoia Log

Insomnia is like when a normal person hits the wall while staying awake, that point where sleepiness is in full swing, you're watching TV, but nothing sinks in. Everything has this filmlike quality to it. There is almost a tangible filter between you and the rest of the world. Audially, Visibly, all your senses are muffled, or dulled down if you will. In addition to this, you get a feeling. A feeling sinking in: YOUR. TIME. HAS. COME. The people who are out to get you (and believe me, its not if they are, THEY ARE) have decided tonight is the night and will stop at nothing until your breathe your last breath. It could be through a window, a kickdoor, while you're in the shower or bathroom, while you're sleeping (but who are you kidding) or you may even be betrayed by somebody you thought you knew. How well do you know anyone really?

You plan your defense. Knives, blunt objects, environmental hazards? Anything goes. Although your senses have been dulled down you strain your eyes and ears, every little movement in your at this point undecipherable peripheral, seen. Every little noise, even if it wasn't made or would normally go unnoticed a hint to where your anonymous attacker may lie. These are the kinds of things they train SOLDIERS for, but nay! You are an average human, just on your A game. Always on your A game. If you ever brought anything less, you wouldn't be here right now, duh! It's your time to shine psycho warrior, post up, defend your fortress, show the shadow ninjas you will live to fight another day. After all... You have work to do.