I'm just going to jump right into it: I've been away, some of it was because I couldn't afford internet, and most of it was because I'm back on drugs. Specifically, injecting crystal meth. Kinda a big deal. Either way, I sat up last night and really thought about my blog and how I missed it. I have been working on other creative art related endeavors, but was trying to decide what my return post should be about. I was faced with a decision: lie and pretend I am fine, and have just been busy, or I could give you (the READER) a once in a lifetime opportunity to judge my mental state and see just how far the crazy-hole I can go.
In the last few months I have been kicked out of my father's house, started intravenously abusing drugs again, quit my job, pissed off a few Aryan gang members, had a pistol stuck in my face, had a shotgun stuck in my face, lost my apartment, attempted suicide, and last but not least stolen a car. Needless to say it's been a little bit busier than usual. I am currently living with my friend, her mom, and one guy who was staying with me and has successfully quit meth. I have not much more to say here my friends, but let me say this: learn coping skills, work on yourself every day and try and take notice of some flaws you have that you would like to change. Learn to react better to situations, and don't take anything for granted. It is these things that have kept me alive so far!
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